I posted a while back having finally discovered somewhere where people do or fantasize about gaining weight, and thinking about doing it as I had gained a lot of weight over the Christmas period but I decided it wasn't the right time and i would leave it for now.
Over the last two months its happened again, the urges came back about three months ago after I got back down to my normal 8 1/2 stone (120 pounds). I accidentally gained a few pounds with friends visiting and constantly going out for dinner. Then for the two weeks I've been saying to myself this is the last day and pigging out on ridiculous amounts...everyday which had included eating for about three people from the takeaway as it's 'my last night', Ive been avoiding the scales saying I will do it after the first week of exercise and avoiding the gym too embarrassed as I knew the weight Ive gained due to my height (5ft3) is noticeable but after a friend at work noticed i was a little bit 'bloated' and i could only fit in my work jeans if i was wearing hold in tights i decided to look and somehow ended up being just over 11 stone (157 pounds).
I know it isn't that big but it could be the beginning and to me its a hella change. I think it's just not as accepted in the UK so its a lot harder for people like myself.
two weeks ago (when i could fit in my black jeans) and a week ago I took photos to help me with my weight loss and snap me into my diet, obviously it didn't work and you could see my gradually getting bigger and that only over two weeks of binging!. As from tomorrow i need to make my decision whether to gain a little bit more or concentrate on getting back to my smaller self I thought I would share some of the photos with you and maybe you can help me make my decision!
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Over the last two months its happened again, the urges came back about three months ago after I got back down to my normal 8 1/2 stone (120 pounds). I accidentally gained a few pounds with friends visiting and constantly going out for dinner. Then for the two weeks I've been saying to myself this is the last day and pigging out on ridiculous amounts...everyday which had included eating for about three people from the takeaway as it's 'my last night', Ive been avoiding the scales saying I will do it after the first week of exercise and avoiding the gym too embarrassed as I knew the weight Ive gained due to my height (5ft3) is noticeable but after a friend at work noticed i was a little bit 'bloated' and i could only fit in my work jeans if i was wearing hold in tights i decided to look and somehow ended up being just over 11 stone (157 pounds).
I know it isn't that big but it could be the beginning and to me its a hella change. I think it's just not as accepted in the UK so its a lot harder for people like myself.
two weeks ago (when i could fit in my black jeans) and a week ago I took photos to help me with my weight loss and snap me into my diet, obviously it didn't work and you could see my gradually getting bigger and that only over two weeks of binging!. As from tomorrow i need to make my decision whether to gain a little bit more or concentrate on getting back to my smaller self I thought I would share some of the photos with you and maybe you can help me make my decision!
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