I've been thinking about things recently, a lot. I came out of a relationship a few months back, went back to another ex on a rebound but ended that soon after. Now although I'm not really ready to get straight into another relationship (though if I met the right guy who knows?) I'm finding it very hard to meet FA that are my type. I was actually told by an FA the other day 'that there's loads of FA and not many bbw in this country so I should easily find a boyfriend) but he seemed to overlook the fact that although theres lots of FA theres not many that are my type.
So thats the problem. I'm found attractive by non-fa types but I fear sleeping with them. I also fear meeting people from the net who aren't FA because I'm scared they'll take one look at me and think I'm too fat. I find my body attractive, I love being with an FA but my type is my type and there doesn't seem to be too many guys that are my type that are FA. So maybe the solution is going with non-fa, or at least trying to. lol But what is it like? I've not been with one since I was about 8 stone lighter, and even then they'd avoid my belly and all my wobbly bits. lol Damn me for seemingly going through all the long haired rocker FA in the country hahahahah
So thats the problem. I'm found attractive by non-fa types but I fear sleeping with them. I also fear meeting people from the net who aren't FA because I'm scared they'll take one look at me and think I'm too fat. I find my body attractive, I love being with an FA but my type is my type and there doesn't seem to be too many guys that are my type that are FA. So maybe the solution is going with non-fa, or at least trying to. lol But what is it like? I've not been with one since I was about 8 stone lighter, and even then they'd avoid my belly and all my wobbly bits. lol Damn me for seemingly going through all the long haired rocker FA in the country hahahahah
