Scared silly

[MsXXLBombshell]

I swear I am scared of everything to do with WLS and me.
I am scared I will not be approved, I am scared i WILL be approved.
I am scared I will lose too much weight to be healthy or not enough to get my knee surgery.
I am scared of how I will look when I am done, everyone says I look younger than my age but will I look as good if I am smaller?
I am scared of losing my boobs (I did not say that all my fears were highbrow, some are just vain and stupid)
I am scared I will never be able to get reconstructive surgery if I do lose tons of weight.
I am scared cause my dr insist that the only way they can do the WLS is a duodenal switch and that involves an open insision and I am scared about how I will heal and how I will scar
I am scared if I dont get the surgery I will not be able to walk in a year.
I am scared my BF wont want me any more (stupid I hope)
I know my modeling career will be over and part of me will miss it
I worry
I worry alot
I just want it over with so I can stop worrying so much

 

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