TheNowhereMan
Rambling Rover
I've been having some personal issues and thats all I'd like to say and I went to see a thereapist who decided to crack open my noggin and see what makes me tick and how my childhood was an so on the usual stuff. In the process he dug up a few memories I had repressed and I think they kinda explain how the mind of an FA works. All though it could just be me but anyway here we go. The one that draws my attention the most is that when I was little maybe 5-7 range I would play with my mother's friend's daughter and would play Nutcracker, like the christmas story and she was the princess and I was the evil Rat King who would kidnap her and then feed her all the sweets from Sugerplum Kingdom or whatever and she would stuff pillow down her cloths to look fat, along with other games where she did the same. I don't remember any of the details just that basic but it hints that a like of larger women isn't something we neccisarly decide to like but only decide to accept. I just think it's interesting that things like this are prominent even at a young age.
