Sandie_Zitkus
In Rememberance
Going to therapy is an interesting process. Things come up that were long buried. While I thought I was ready for all things - I was a bit surprised at this memory.
When I was a teenager - I used to pick my face. Not just popping pimples - but I used a pin and I would sit in front of my make-up mirror and I would stick the pin in the larger pours and then squeeze then till they bled. Nice huh? I would do this for hours at least a couple of times a week. It explains the pock marks that are showing up on my face - now. I had forgotten - on purpose probably.
I did this (the only reason I can think of) because the only thing people ever complimented me on was my *pretty face*. No one ever said anything - they all thought I just had bad skin.
Am I alone in behavior like this??
When I was a teenager - I used to pick my face. Not just popping pimples - but I used a pin and I would sit in front of my make-up mirror and I would stick the pin in the larger pours and then squeeze then till they bled. Nice huh? I would do this for hours at least a couple of times a week. It explains the pock marks that are showing up on my face - now. I had forgotten - on purpose probably.
I did this (the only reason I can think of) because the only thing people ever complimented me on was my *pretty face*. No one ever said anything - they all thought I just had bad skin.
Am I alone in behavior like this??
