Well I have been really thinking hard about getting out of the whole gaining thing. Ever since I was little I have always wanted to get fat and be round. As I got older I have been trying to do this. I started my journey after high school in 2004. and up till now I have gained a total of 90 lbs then fluxuate 10 lbs. But unfortunately I have had to do this on my own. I have always tried to look for someone close to my area to either help me in my gaining or just to give me encouragement. I have looked in this site and in Fantasy feeder. I do end up finding a few that I chat with online that either encourage me and likes my gaining, but they are mostly far away, and the ones I find close to me either want nothing to do with me being into gaining, or just like big and will talk to me but not about weight. So with all of this, I just have very little incentive to wanna gain anymore. Its fun to see myself grow, but with no help its not as fun. I would like some thoughts if I should do it. It would be great to keep it up.