thinking out loud

[vermillion]

I didn't mean to gain but I have...

i completely contradict myself in every aspect of life including this one...
i want to loose 30 pounds for specific reasons...
but my body now...at 332 has never felt so wonderful...
i love the way i look more than i ever have...
i love it when my friends hug me and squeeze my fat...
i love it when my guy friends try to pick me up...
i want to lay on my skinny friends...
and i want to bury face in my chubby friends bellies...

 

[Green Eyed Fairy]

 

[pat70327]

 

[vermillion]

 

[pat70327]

 

[Green Eyed Fairy]

 

[pat70327]

 

[vermillion]

 

[MisterGuy]

 

[Armadillojellybeans]

 

[pat70327]

 

[Aireman]

 

[Blackjack]

 

[pudgy]

 

[vermillion]

 

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[Kortana]