buttercup40
New Member
Hi,
Im not sure what to say here.This is all very new to me.Ill start by telling how I got here.I met the most wonderful men about four months ago and over the past 6 weeks Ive been being introduced to all of this.I am a big girl,5' 8" about 230 lb. I have never had a person be so excepting of me before my boyfriend.He truly loves me for me, but heres the thing and this where you guys come in.He wants me to get bigger.This was completely crazy to me because Ive spent my entire life trying to get smaller and had finely come the point in my life where I had excepted myself.Well, to try to make a long story short and try to get some sound advise heres the deal. I have gained 15 lb in the past month for him and he is very happy.That was the original goal but now he wants me to gain more.Ive tried to tell him I have to be happy to. He treats me so well,he spoils me like crazy and I want to make him happy but I dont know how to get across to him how I feel.Anyone out there have any good advise for the FNG please feel free.Thanks