svenmad2164
Active Member
Today
I have learned to accept things and I cannot change people but i can change myself, today and yesterday i got really hurt by two people who i thought where my friends but they where not,so i don't want nothing do with them and i accepted it,also i accepted that other FAs have all the luck, and I don't, people say i am sexy and handsome but to be honest i am dreadfully shy of women,sex and the bbw dances. i am not trying to be down its just a fact of life for me. i found more fun to be alone than to be around people sometimes, and yes sometimes, I prefer a car than a girlfriend yes they both a pain in ass. but the car i can fix,it don't talk back it don't whine, it don't cry when it needs attention and other things. So i accepted that i don't go out,i don't date. i don't need false people who think their stuff don't stink. i have accepted that i cannot see my kids at all and i am a loner who don't talk much and very quiet and shy and i have accepted that
I have learned to accept things and I cannot change people but i can change myself, today and yesterday i got really hurt by two people who i thought where my friends but they where not,so i don't want nothing do with them and i accepted it,also i accepted that other FAs have all the luck, and I don't, people say i am sexy and handsome but to be honest i am dreadfully shy of women,sex and the bbw dances. i am not trying to be down its just a fact of life for me. i found more fun to be alone than to be around people sometimes, and yes sometimes, I prefer a car than a girlfriend yes they both a pain in ass. but the car i can fix,it don't talk back it don't whine, it don't cry when it needs attention and other things. So i accepted that i don't go out,i don't date. i don't need false people who think their stuff don't stink. i have accepted that i cannot see my kids at all and i am a loner who don't talk much and very quiet and shy and i have accepted that
