shadowcat
Well-Known Member
Anyone else go through this?
I don't know how to explain this, but I hope someone will understand. Ever since childhood, especially late at night, fat fantasies would eventually creep into my mind, I'd get these strong urges to get fat. The thought of being fattened was more arousing than fattening someone else. In this state, I really want it!
But when I finally... Um *cough* it goes away completely, until the next time.
But in reality, I don't want to gain. I like being fit-ish and living healthy. I also have health issues that run in the family I need to keep in check. I also hate when my weight is pointed out.
Anyone else feel this? Thanks.
I don't know how to explain this, but I hope someone will understand. Ever since childhood, especially late at night, fat fantasies would eventually creep into my mind, I'd get these strong urges to get fat. The thought of being fattened was more arousing than fattening someone else. In this state, I really want it!
But when I finally... Um *cough* it goes away completely, until the next time.
But in reality, I don't want to gain. I like being fit-ish and living healthy. I also have health issues that run in the family I need to keep in check. I also hate when my weight is pointed out.
Anyone else feel this? Thanks.
