Ive had fantasies of being very obese since I was about 10. When I was 18 I set out to fullfill them, but after I gained 70 lbs in 4 months, for whatever reason I lost it, Im 41 now and i've done this at least 10 times thought the years having a couple of binges in fact where I gained 15 lbs in a single weekend. When I was 18 I weighed 160 lbs, had I not lost all the weight over the years that I had gained, I would probobly be around 500 lbs now(which would be awesome) instead Ive only gotten to 300 lbs, but I continue to fantasize....I wonder what causes this, and I'm sure in this day and age theres bound to be some type of disorder lable on it.....lol....maybe somebody on this very intelligent board has some helpful info for me.
Thank ya...thank ya very much
Thank ya...thank ya very much
