AppreSheAte
Well-Known Member
I'm not sure my post belongs here, but it is a weight gain issue and I have to admit I find it erotic. So, here's the question for the group.
A few months ago my wife left me. It had to do with a lot of circumstances that were beyond my control - or at least I believe it to be. Business and work life crashed and I'm still trying to sort out the mess.
My mood has been depressed ranging from anger to feeling suicidal. Anyway for whatever reason, the one thing that sort of relieves my sense of stress has been overeating and gaining. Over the past two and half months - and counting today's feast fest 44.5 lbs! (see, it makes me almost giggle)
Right now I am typing this as I eat a whole pumpkin pie! There goes another lb or two!
Anyway, has anyone else gained a lot of weight when their depressed and felt the same sense of excitement or perhaps euphoria as they gain? Is it really weird? A subconscious reaction? I can think of other psychological reasons - something I can control, a primal urge, etc. However, I wonder what the group thinks, whether there is any other advice out there for me too.
I've been a FA, for years, but I find myself wishing there was a FFA for me somewhere.
:eat1::eat1::eat1:
A few months ago my wife left me. It had to do with a lot of circumstances that were beyond my control - or at least I believe it to be. Business and work life crashed and I'm still trying to sort out the mess.
My mood has been depressed ranging from anger to feeling suicidal. Anyway for whatever reason, the one thing that sort of relieves my sense of stress has been overeating and gaining. Over the past two and half months - and counting today's feast fest 44.5 lbs! (see, it makes me almost giggle)
Right now I am typing this as I eat a whole pumpkin pie! There goes another lb or two!
Anyway, has anyone else gained a lot of weight when their depressed and felt the same sense of excitement or perhaps euphoria as they gain? Is it really weird? A subconscious reaction? I can think of other psychological reasons - something I can control, a primal urge, etc. However, I wonder what the group thinks, whether there is any other advice out there for me too.
I've been a FA, for years, but I find myself wishing there was a FFA for me somewhere.
:eat1::eat1::eat1: