Hello all. I'm new to this board--I'm a 19-year-old male student in New York who's been on the site for awhile but never posted on or really inhabited the boards.
I'm finding it difficult to meet other people around my own age group who are interested in this sort of thing, and it's so taboo that it's not exactly something one can find a system for at this age. I wonder--are there networks for young feeders and feedees? Are there any sites still up? Are there any people my own age here on this site who are reading and not posting, like I've been (until now)?
It's a difficult orientation/preference/whatever-it-is to explore, because it seems *so* rare and taboo. I do know that I find the feeding and/or weight gain of women sexy, but I've been afraid to bring it up, and I'm not even sure whether I'd just be interested in it as a fantasy aspect or as actual, physical feeding or gain. I've been in relationships before, but never with the feederism element involved. I don't know where to meet women (of any size, though I prefer on the slimmer side) who are in my age range and interested in this, and I don't know what to think of it. I'm concerned about many aspects of it--in particular, issues of health, control, et cetera. I'm aware that the community has its own schizms on these issues--especially when it comes to force-feeding and immobility, which I'm strongly against--but nonetheless, I'm--well, still ambivalent. I know I am and have been for awhile intrigued and fascinated by feeding and weight gain, but I don't know WHERE to begin exploring it in real life or even just talking about it. I've read the discussions--but I've never been a part of them. And now that I'm in college and on my own, at the very age when I should be exploring these sides of me--I'd like to take advantage of that. I want to meet people who also enjoy this. I want to get to know a girl with a good personality who's also interested in this--practicing or not. And any help or advice would be appreciated.
Thanks.
I'm finding it difficult to meet other people around my own age group who are interested in this sort of thing, and it's so taboo that it's not exactly something one can find a system for at this age. I wonder--are there networks for young feeders and feedees? Are there any sites still up? Are there any people my own age here on this site who are reading and not posting, like I've been (until now)?
It's a difficult orientation/preference/whatever-it-is to explore, because it seems *so* rare and taboo. I do know that I find the feeding and/or weight gain of women sexy, but I've been afraid to bring it up, and I'm not even sure whether I'd just be interested in it as a fantasy aspect or as actual, physical feeding or gain. I've been in relationships before, but never with the feederism element involved. I don't know where to meet women (of any size, though I prefer on the slimmer side) who are in my age range and interested in this, and I don't know what to think of it. I'm concerned about many aspects of it--in particular, issues of health, control, et cetera. I'm aware that the community has its own schizms on these issues--especially when it comes to force-feeding and immobility, which I'm strongly against--but nonetheless, I'm--well, still ambivalent. I know I am and have been for awhile intrigued and fascinated by feeding and weight gain, but I don't know WHERE to begin exploring it in real life or even just talking about it. I've read the discussions--but I've never been a part of them. And now that I'm in college and on my own, at the very age when I should be exploring these sides of me--I'd like to take advantage of that. I want to meet people who also enjoy this. I want to get to know a girl with a good personality who's also interested in this--practicing or not. And any help or advice would be appreciated.
Thanks.
